It's like I'm almost begging to throw up without actually having to shove my finger down my throat

I JUST sobered up from a pretty hardcore birthday drinking session.

I took a shot of straight vodka.
I'm eating cheese.
I have birthday cupcakes right by me.

It's a binge and purge waiting to happen and I'm not even bulimic!

Things are really getting difficult. I don't know what to do, or where to turn. Everyone has their own problems.

I'm worried about Mindy. She has SO MUCH stress the past couple days. I don't know what to do to help her. I would if I could, but is that enough?

I'm happy with Mike, but unhappy Mindy's jealous. I don't know what to do about THAT either. I can't help it, unless I uncollared him, which I -really- don't want to have to do. Until he finds something better, anyway.

I have personal problems. LMAO.